.::linaaaa::.

2006-11-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

kimBERley... hmmmm.. ;)

clue

CLUE!

*clears throat* [drumroll please]

my twin brother is in your Friends' list in friendster...! hahaha =D

btw, HAPPPPPPPPPPPY early BIRTHDAY KIMMY kim kim!!!! =)

heehee. good luck finding out!

2006-11-25T16:46:00.000+08:00

if you're reading, this post is about you! =)

my godzilla!

hehehe.. look at that picture. Godzilla is in Jakarta. Destroying the shopping malls with his grand daddy's money $$$. or grandma's. Oh, and eating whatever he sees. i love my godzilla! =D ALTHOUGH he may be fat when he returns. hahaha

2006-11-21T20:44:00.000+08:00

camp is overrrrrrrrrrrrr. =) hahah its quite fun la. meeting new people, making new frens. oh, n my Christ! hehe woo, turns out to be a guy! Julian? owell, not sure.haha anyway, met lots of interesting people. Kher lee, Kim, Joyce, Roth, Timothy . . .etc There's embarrasing moments too!! hahaha i fell down! ='( during breakfast! down the stairs! hahahaha. paiseh.. hehehe

roomates! sheryl.karen.eva.joyce.kim.kherlee.lina.marg.denzy

btw, dere's only one toilet. hahaha so yup!u need da toilet, u gotta rush. haha we stayed in Suite 1. N there's always 'open suite' so other ppl can come n play . . . . . . . . HEARTATTACK!! =D hahahaha oh, we're the Out Reachers. =)

And the Out Reachers sing : Oh my darling, oh my darling, oh my darling clementine! =D LOLS

im gonna summarize the whole thing. hehe lazy.

Day 1 : just ok.meet strangers.
Day 2 : fun!
Day 3 : tired!

haha the last day was amazing. Kim shared her thing ='( Jovina, too. *ahem* KHER LEE CRIED during jovina's talk. hehehehe.. now that's something rare. ;p After family night, hugs hugs hugs.
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sighh, im gonna miss camp and the people.

2006-11-09T18:47:00.000+08:00

hey hey, back to blogging! haha =)

hmmm.. everything seems to be falling into places now. n im happy! =D haha k, exam ended. results are out. i din do as badly as i thought i would. hahah im even happier! =DD hahaha failed one subject tho. chem. but!! it was only ONE more mark to pass. hahah happy happy happy.

anyway, school's been pretty much the same.. no more lessons.dat makes school a much happier place to be in. haha =) except for some subjs. let's see, dere's gonna be a special assembly nxt week. every class do smth i think. sighhh.. my class, SIGH! hahah

oh! btw, field trip! goooooooooodness me. this is the most most MOST boring trip ive ever been to. power station n water treatment thing. its so so so so boring! picture session was fun. hahaha

poo poo is bak! n never calls!!!!! if ure reading this : confirm,best fren. hahha =P

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now..looking forward to the holidays!! =)
hope mine's a interesting one. hahah plans plans plans!

yes, i love Drunken Ass!! ;)

2006-10-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

okay, so my holiday jst ended. haha =( anyway, ever hear the song 'that thing you do'? good stuff!

You,
Doin' that thing you do,
Breaking my heart into a million pieces,
Like you always do
And you,
Don't mean to be cruel,
You never even knew about the heartache,
I've been going through
Well I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I,
Know all the games you play,
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that,
You'll be mine someday
'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
'Cause I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I don't ask a lot girl,
But I know one thing's for sure,
It's the love I haven't got girl,
And I just can't take it anymore

'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go,
Around with someone new,
And if I know you you're doin' that thing,
Every day just doin' that thing,
I can't take you doing that thing you do

hmmm... a quick recap on my holiday? haha

movies [grudge2 : mic n co / THE PRESTIGE!!! : big bert n co]
swimming
sleepovers
dinner n stuff
outings

yeah.. i think that's all. haha oh btw, the prestige is supppppper nice. great movie. sigh, kinda dry to blog. haha oh! n selamat hari raya!! =) hahah i know im late, but its raya for a month ey? ;) hehe

anyway, poo is coming back on the 4th! yey!! n reuby 7th! hahah andd, weewee on the 4th of dec. haha btw poo, if ure reading.. i got smth new to tell u. n also.. a BIG THANK YOU! =D you know wad i mean.

..its almost the end of the yr.. the day ure leaving is closer. sigh. i didnt think i'll say this again but,
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i miss you.

2006-10-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

.:memories:.
you've changed
THT fast
speechless

~ there goes my holiday~

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poo : Answer is, everything has changed.

2006-10-01T12:36:00.000+08:00

There are two main things on my mind right now :
=> get over exams as quickly as possible
=> CAMP!!!

CAMP!!!! =D

soo looking forward to church camp! Empowered camp. hahah its righht after school ends! what a great way to start the holidays. =))

btw, if any of u guys wanna go, u can find more info abt it here! http://www.kuchingyouthcatholics.net/camp06/

2006-09-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

BRODIE..the cute lil girl frm tennis, KISSED ME 12TIMES!!!! =D

im happy.

2006-09-23T15:53:00.000+08:00

my latest obsession. SHAYNE WARD. goodness me! he's sooo hot. hahaha. here's how he looks like.
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even better! look wad he's thinking abt.. hmmm..
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awww.. you're so sweeet darling shayne! =DD

hahahaha.. i wish! hmmm.. anyways, good luck Poo! my exams is coming up too. so yeah, gonna do wad ure doing now. hahaha remember our little sematan trip end of the year? hahas. we better start planning when ure done wif exams! =) oh, btw.. we are gonna have dis party end of the year. All three classes will be going. Alot of people is leaving after dis year, so dis gathering is organized by Ellyn & co. hahahah. i'll tell you more when its confirmed. haha. =D

lame jokes

2006-09-20T21:27:00.000+08:00

haha.. the title of this post..says it all. joker= taksai

Q : What do u get when u put a baby chic into an oven?
A : Hot chic

Q : Who is the smartest yeast?
A : Lu-yeast! LOL (louis)

Q : Who is the most protective person in class?
A : Mic-SHELL LOL LOL (michelle)

Q : What drive cannot drift?
A : Tokyo drift

Q : What is the brightest city?
A : ElectriCITY

Q : Which is the scariest day? [Imran]
A : HARImau

Q : Who is my niece?
A : Janice

Q : What do you get when u plus two integers together? [AMANDA!!]
A : Additional Maths LOL LOL LOL LOL

Q : What is the opposite of tak sai?
A : Stasha hahahaha

Q : What art cannot be seen?
A : fART

Q : Which is the funniest card?
A : Joker

Q : Which guy wears bra?
A : Brian!

O : What is Tiffany's middle name?
A : Tiffany Jalan Song hahahah

hahahaha. there's a lot more.. but i cant rmb all. lols. MOSt jokes are created by taksai. haha. recently.. dis is wad i hear everyday in school. X.X haha sighh.. when are we gonna grow up?? LOL =D

2006-09-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

Last night I saw you the first time since we broke up
I tell you baby it all came back to me
when I looked into your eyes there was something more
that I never really noticed before
Could it be?
That all along
I was so wrong
When I realized
And turned around and you were gone
If I say I want you back
Would you turn around and say you want me too
'Cause I say I want you back
This time I really mean it

It hurts so much
I want to tell you I changed for you
But I don't know what to say or do
We grew apart but I still want you in my heart
I believe it's time to make a new start
Could it be that all along
I was so wrong
When I realized and turned around and you were gone

If I say I want you back
Would you turn around and say you want me too
'Cause I say I want you back
This time I really mean it

It's a thing
I want you
I want you back
Will you turn around and walk away
From me
It's a shame
I want you back
With me
Believe

If I say I want you back
Would you turn around and say you want me too
'Cause I say I want you back
This time I really mean it

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hmmmm.. nice song. =) somtimes, this is how i feel.

2006-09-12T20:19:00.000+08:00

hey hey! im backkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!

hahah.. well, i noe this post is not THT 'soon'. ohwell.. anyway, my com spoilt..so yeah. okok. a quick recap. hmmm...
RC first aid training
interact night
singapore
ping's party
MY BIRTHDAY!
terence n jenny's party
renee's party
nth really much.. hope i din miss out anything else.. anyway!

Interact Night it's supposed to be an installation dinner. opps.

Singapore!

Ping's Party!

Terence n jenny's party.

Eddy and i. check out the thongs behind! =)

hahah.. hmmm.. MY BIRTHDAY! i noe its very late.. but, wdv. happy birthday to me! hahah =) had a blast on that day. there were 3 birthday cakes! hahah so here's the highlights!

=> wishes and presents early in the morning!
=> happy birthday song in most of the lessons
=> lunch in the canteen!
=> cake "lina aku botak"
=> zhing: lina i wan a refund. WHAM!!
=> cream all over.
=> creamy for da rest of the day
=> mom came during physics, with a cake!
=> cake "happy sweet 16, honey"
=> cake stuffing for 10mins, before addm
=> end of school. another cake!! frm gracie poo!!
=> cake "happy sweet 16, lina!"
=> night. dinner wif family
=> supper wif reub n gracia n another invisble fren.chard.

so yeah.. dat's my birthday! hahaha i noe this is super super super late.. but anyway.. THANK YOU GUYS!!!!!! for everything =D

2006-07-20T19:08:00.000+08:00

heee.. blog got black out. hahah. lazy to do anything. so anyway! i will post smth up reallll soon. hahaha =)

TGIF! =)

2006-06-30T21:38:00.000+08:00

gahhh.. terima kasih banyak banyak! hectic week. exams. enuff said. T_T anyway! cut the craps. this post will be about a girl. . . from my kindergarten.

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From my kindergarten years, i never knew you. Eventhough we're in the same class. We had certainly played the cooking-sets, blocks, learn our ABCs and 123 together. But i just could not seem to remember you. A blurry image of you.

We were separated during our primary years. i went to point one and you, point three. As years past, i began to notice your presence. And im glad i did. We started off with a smile, a little nod. That was all. Still..we havent the chance to talk to each other.

Primary six was the critical year. Our school started to practice the streaming concept. You came to my class. We were then classmates again. =) Places were arranged by our teacher and eventually i find myself sitting beside you! From there, our friendship blossomed.

We entered sec one the following year. We sat together again for another year. That also happens to be the last year i had the chance to. The "brave-one" you are, applied for the scholarship in sg, righttt after SARS. You got accepted and left the following year.

NOw, you're in mgs and comes back pretty often. But then, there are times where :

i miss your laughter
i miss your voice
i miss seeing you in school everyday
i miss sitting next to you in class
i miss fooling around with you during lesson time
i miss seeing you get frustrated
i miss spending time with you
i miss talking to you
i miss having fun in your presence
i miss the sight of your bushy hair!
i miss the bubbly personality of you
i miss arguing with you
i miss your comforting words when im down
i miss disturbing you
i miss calling you 'volcano'
i miss listening to all your frets and worries
i miss your sense of humour
i miss laughing at your silly mistakes
i miss everything about you

The list can go on but i'll just sumarize it. I MISS YOU. (= and yes, we indeed had only two years that are spent together. A period too short to develop close friendship between people, but we managed to. A very unique one. We've been through lots of ups and downs during those two years and every moment and experience i had with you, i will cherish. Thank you for everything, gracia.. =D

"Friends for Life! =)"

2006-06-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

Lodge MBR team. click to enlarge! =)

2006-06-18T20:25:00.000+08:00

today's post will be about a fren of mine. =)

im sure u guys have heard of him. he's tall, skinny n lanky! he's sum sort of a girl magnet. haha but unluckily, ugly girls get into his line. =P hahaha. a little recap : ive known him two years ago.during our long end yr holidays. anyways! he's favourite shirt or rather favourite coloured shirt is RED. that's cos most of his shirt is red in color.so it seems like he never washes his clothes. =) most ppl hav mistaken him of some pai kia. dat's bcos he looks like one! hahaha he went to perth, n ppl tot he was japanese! so, overall he's a japanese paikia. hahahaha. he's forever cashless.$$. well, i guess u all noe who im talking abt by now. it is him!! .... :

looks familiar? ... hmmm.. no?

a bandit?looks familiar??

wooo.. handsem-nye... HAHAHA.

yes. this is my pretty fren. kwang yaw. =) aint he preeeeeeeety??? hahahaha.. =D

2006-06-14T19:13:00.000+08:00

WHATEVER IT TAKES!! im gonna finish my bio..... O.o""

(even if it means no zzz..yes i m.)

60++ pages.. in one night. less than 12hrs.

1st period tomorrow morning. =x

fail is NOT an option! =\

2006-06-09T13:40:00.000+08:00

HAHAH.. today i got stuck in my own toilet!! -_-" stuck in there for..hr plus. hahaha. my dad had to emm..destroy da knob.HAHAHA have u ever get stuck in ure own toilet?! LOL

(1) Terry Bong

[ Linå m€i m€i ]™- gahhh...! says:
so funny rite!!! u ever get stuck in ure own toilet!!? ahahha
tear.ry naughty daughter gwen! says:
no
tear.ry naughty daughter gwen! says:
but i stuck my maid in d toilet b4
tear.ry naughty daughter gwen! says:
cuz d toilet can lock from outside
tear.ry naughty daughter gwen! says:
she was bathin den i lock it from outside
tear.ry naughty daughter gwen! says:
den i went out to play football
tear.ry naughty daughter gwen! says:
n i totally forgot bout her
tear.ry naughty daughter gwen! says:
den only after 45 mins i remember
tear.ry naughty daughter gwen! says:
teehee
tear.ry naughty daughter gwen! says:
when i open d door she was in tears
tear.ry naughty daughter gwen! says:
n of cuz kena bomb by mom

LOL LOL LOL LOL!!!!

anyway, a lil pic frm yesterday.hahaha. we went out,so yeahh..pictures! hehe =)

HAHAHA!!! we made him dressup as a old lady! HEHE

the kind hearted boy in green, showed us arnd his 'garden'

jon,audrey,me,chung aik,gracia,robin n larry!

chung aik's mansion in the background!! hahaha =D

Gracie poo poo n i! =)

hmmmm.. yeah, lazy to upload da one at da fountain n stuff.so, yeah. this will do! hahaha

2006-06-06T16:04:00.000+08:00

it is time.. it is. it is time...
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!PANIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in less than 24hrs.im gonna sit for my practical exam! NOOOOOOOooo.. =(
my pieces..omg.my aural..omg.my sight reading..omg.my study..OMG.my scales..OMG!!!
sighh..hope i dun hav to re-sit!! soo d - e - a - d

2006-06-04T16:29:00.000+08:00

whooo..oz is over =( heh! missing the two ppl: samantha n pooh!!! hahaha.. great fun,great show. altho this time is not as happening as last yr. hahah.. anyway! we performed 5days straight.tiring. -_-" we had to wear shirt n socks which will not be washed starting frm day 1. hahaha, ewwww!! according to hamidah, da socks smell like.. 'seng boi' HAHAHA!!! the finale was awesome! da crowd was superb.hahaha n OOooo..hahaha i heard joel shouting my name!! during curtain call. hahaha too bad he din bring his umbrella! i could hav spotted him. hahahah the afterparty at bing was okayy..hmmmm.. after dat, i went to open air market to eat porridge! yummm.. saw the teachers dere too. lols. gahhh.. sigh, im lazy to type.let the pictures do the talking! haha enjoy!! =)

2006-06-04T16:27:00.000+08:00

SAMANTHA n POOH!! =D

2006-06-04T16:25:00.000+08:00

cast B.satnam(uncle henry/lion) tiffany(dorothy/aunt em) radhie(tin man/slim) mark(scarecrow/joe)

2006-06-04T16:18:00.000+08:00

unker henry n me! hahah =P

2006-06-04T16:15:00.000+08:00

orchestra!

2006-06-04T16:14:00.000+08:00

farmer[julius],choir,lion[satnam],me,rosalyn n cara

2006-06-04T16:07:00.000+08:00

heh! sorceress of the north n many munchkins =)

2006-06-04T16:03:00.000+08:00

me n the oz ladies. pheeweeeet!! ;p

2006-06-04T16:01:00.000+08:00

hehee..witches,lullaby tots n munchkins!

2006-06-04T15:57:00.000+08:00

iggy lingyah(orchestra) n i =)

2006-06-04T15:46:00.000+08:00

me n yiyang(orchestra)

2006-06-04T15:44:00.000+08:00

Lord Growlie n munchkin.hahah

2006-06-04T15:43:00.000+08:00

the WIZARD of oz,himself! barnaby n i =)

2006-06-04T15:38:00.000+08:00

ROSALYN!! hehe.soo cute! ;)

2006-06-04T15:32:00.000+08:00

neighbour in my shower cap n me in her jitterbug anthena. hahaha =P

2006-06-04T15:24:00.000+08:00

les n i =)

2006-06-04T15:21:00.000+08:00

cheee..a prefect?!?! haha ;p

2006-06-04T15:19:00.000+08:00

donkey steve n me! =)

2006-05-20T11:08:00.000+08:00

gahhhhhh... =DD life is getting better n better. ahaha =) well at least for now. refering to da last post: HELL YEAH!! IT ENDED!!!!!! =D

anyways! wanna share something i learnt. hehee ive learnt dat life is a game in which we are juggling 5 balls. the balls are called work, family, health, integrity and friends. and we are keeping all of dem in da air. but one day, we finally come to understand dat work is a rubber ball. if we drop it, it will bounce back. the other four balls, - family, health, friends, integrity- are made of glass. if u drop one of these, it will be irrevocably scuffed, nicked, perhaps even shattered.and once we finaly understand the lesson of the 5 balls, we will have the beginning of balance in our life.

think abt it! 5balls.tough job. anyway.. da following week will be the BIG WEEK! hahaha.. WoO will be on! 24 25 26 27 28 May 2006. hahaha.. cant wait.but on da other hand, dun wan it to end so soon. sighhh.. guess anything gud must come to an end. props will be moved to da auditorium on monday. den tues we hav rehearsal. same goes for wed and thurs. n da BIG NIGHT! fri sat n sun. hahaaa.. personally, i prefer last yr's musical drama.hahah.. no idea y. well, if u din noe! haha im a munchkin. dey're like a bunch of ppl living in munchkinland. haha so..yeah. nth to hoo-ha abt cos i dun play any big part in dis drama. hahaha

anyway! reuby's bday just passed. haha n being a gud fren i m, i msged him. gahh.. i dunno wad to get him!!! budden again, he owes me a pencilbox!! hahahaa.. so dunnid to get anything for u la hor? ;) hahahaa btw, chard,gracia n reub wun be bak early for dis yr's mid term holiday. sigh.. reuby has to go china wif his family for abt.. 10days. n dat's already 1week+ of holiday gone for him in kch!! n gracia..probably hav to stay for remedial. so SIGHHh.. n chard. owell.. dun care. he dun even call when he's bak ok! pooooot him. n deir hols is for a month. hahaha yeah.. long.

sighh.. its been along time i post a picture up! hahaha well.. wait laa.. hahaha soon. dere will be new pics! frm WoO. haha patience..patience. =)

2006-05-06T12:41:00.000+08:00

life is soo screwed atm. sigh. really. can we jst end this??
but it has only just begun.
there's tons n tons of things running thru my head.
ive seen her cry.i dun wan to see it again.
there's nth i can do right now.
i reallly hope dis was all a dream.n none of dis ever happened. T_T
please..just go away.

2006-05-01T20:00:00.000+08:00

heh! 1st of may.reminds me of the song.1st of may. hahah. i rmb when we're in thailand few years ago.uncle simon was singing n doing sum funny action to go wif dis song. =D sighh.. time sure flies! jst got bak not long ago..sent my bro to the airport. his flight delayed till 8pm. anyway! nth much to blog abt..haha feeling lazy. well.. couple of things dat happened weeks ago. hahaa..main highlights.

22nd April, opening of lodge primary sch by the cm. not really a biggg thing. budden! hahaha it was on the newspaper.

28th, kenny tan's last day in lodge. =( we had a little surprise farewell party for him. cake n cookies baked by ellyn n co. hahah.. deliciousss.. =) we took pics wif him. n nic ting got emotional..n started hugging him! hiaks!!

29th timmy's bday! =) i forgot to wish him tho. hehe =/
i had red cresent installation in the morning. wheee.. got a cert! =D n it was pretty darn
hot!

ohwell..guess that's abt it. ahh.. n my bro came back! =) on the 27th. hmmm..i dunno y but i feel dat im always rushing. everyday after sch.. dere's either violin/piano/WoO/tuition/tennis (which ive stopped for a month) and gonna carry on dis month. =) n im slacking in my studies. SIGH.. im already starting to miss those days.. life = play play play work. now its life = wrk work work play.

2006-03-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

i miss... =(

2006-03-18T12:53:00.000+08:00

Sometimes life can be a burden

Trying stay one step ahead

I feel the world upon my shoulder each time

I'm standing out on the edge

And my hopes have all deserted me

Like they washed away in the sand

And it's hurting my pride

Trying to survive

But i know i stand a chance

When life is getting me down,

Getting me down, i`m close to defeat,

Come and lay ur hands on me.

nice song. hmmm.. holiday is almost over. =( sigh. its probably the most fun holiday in 2006. hahaha (cos its our 1st semester break!) anyway, 11March, definately a night to remember. =) party-kelisa-eggs-house. hahaha 12March, studied for my theory exam,the nxt morning, in Point One together wif gh gang.retards. definately a wrong place to study.! 14March,mmm..not too bad. party-kenny hill-car-bing.

17March. =DDD superb. gracia came to pick me up for movie! watched two movies. =) hehehe. den she left for family dinner.some went shisha-ing.i went home.haha. u think its gonna end here?!?! ha? ha? hahaahaa.. got a little party at my house.so arnd 10pm, reub chard gracia greg timmy came. a few of my bro's fren came too.not a very big thing.so after makan, went over to timmy's house.BIG DISSAPPOINTMENT.hahaha.tim's a retard.HAHAHA smoke?smoke?asap!asap! hahahaha. yeah, den sumhow tim's ah beng frens wanted to race car.jon n kang(?) came over.[not kang yung]for those wondering. took us for a spin.went for a drink in 3rd mile.spin more.ahaha.back home.jon's car died.took like arnd 1 hr? i guess.fixed,he drove back home.it was 2am smth by den.bro's fren started to leave.my frens too.but gracia stayed over.greg reub loyld(?) in tim's house.

~was abt to zzz, gracia received a call frm chard.'meet me halfway.' hahahah.he was walking to my house frm green heights.lols called reub.dey came over to my house n we went to meet chard halfway.lolz.GREENHEIGHTS STYLE. dey=tim,greg,loyld(?),reub. met cops on da way! hahaha.funny shit.went back to my house.we did our hwk!hahah.called danny kueh! at 3am smtg. hahaha.he answered. =P yeah, end up not sleeping except for reub. remember bfast was supposed to be at 6AM?!? hahahaha.everyone was tired by 6am.haha raining. hippo,elephant, bamboo n gracie poo took up all da space on my bed.hahaha.NONE got any sleep.hahah. =P bfast at 7am. after dat, SUPER TIRED! hahhah. tim looked like he jst finished crying.LOL. =D went back home, straight to bed. lols. had a 3hrs sleep?/nap! hahaha.dey went back.had my lunch n now writing dis post.

a reallllyyyyy memorable day.when was the last time I did dis wif da ahbengs n ahlians frm sg? hahaha.altho it was pretty much ntg, had i great time. =) guys, ure last nite in kch! today.

2006-03-06T22:43:00.000+08:00

i MISS calling u ..ko..

2006-02-08T20:39:00.000+08:00

life suddenly seems so screwed. urgh.. shit. =X

to certain someone, someone :
PLEASE set ure priorities right. what comes first?!
Him or parties?? and u call yourself devoted christians.
bullshit.

- that just annoys me. nth much.

behind this smile, there's so much more. troubles, worries, sadness, all hidden under this thick make-up. shit happens, and they're unpleasant. i wan to express it, but this is da damn blog! people actually reads them. where, who shall i turn to? a letter to God perhaps?

i take comfort in knowing that He's always by my side, forever loving me. =) Praise the Lord.

2005-12-06T18:02:00.001+08:00

will everything be the same? =( my heart aches whenever i think of it. reminscing abt the past puts a smile on my face. all the time we spent together, the past 15 years. leaving under one roof. the past few weeks were the most memorable week i had with you. nothing special, but it is the time dat we spent together, i will treasure forever. the rugby throws in my room, the touchdown, tennis in my room, the horse ride on ure leg, dinner/outing together with ure significant other, the songs i sang to u before u sleep, the laughters we shared. when everything seems so right, reality slaps me hard on the head. ure leaving and it will never be the same again. will we still be as close as how it is now? i wish u could stay.. but i know, its not gonna happen. u got to go. i know ure gonna come back someday, but the thought of u not by my side, bring tears to my eye. it aint easy to say goodbye. no matter wad happens, always rmb that we will stand by ure side filled with hope n pride. make us proud, bro!

i love you.

2005-12-06T18:02:00.000+08:00

everything will change.

2005-11-15T14:33:00.000+08:00

WHAT TO DO WHEN U GET HUNGRY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.

its a normal thing to get hungry in da middle of the night... its a bad thing if u dun get anything down ure tummy! haha.. when it comes to ure stomach, never say NO to food. =)

i recommend.....PORRIDGE!!

yummmm... =)

sold daily from 7.30pm till.. morning. open air market. the one opposite india street.

however, dere's two stalls selling porridge. dun get mixed up.the stall selling dis porridge is called SONG HIN PORK PORRIDGE.

yes, i eat the porridge almost every nite. its soooo nice!! hahaha =P im not fat. shutup.

2005-11-08T12:05:00.000+08:00

Oh baby, i'm missing you
We used to love so strong
Tell me where did we go wrong
They say i'll learn to forget
But it sure aint happened yet
If i could right the wrongs that made you cry
would you promise not to say goodbye?
cos im holding on
with a love so strong
and i cant take a day without you by my side
Please dont stop
The sun from shining down on me
cos i cant face another day without ure smile
And if you take away the loving arms that surround me
Then i might break down and cry just like a child
I hope you understand
There's a broken heart that lies inside your hands
So if i could change
And it wont hurt your pride
Baby you can help me stop these tears from my eyes
I dun wanna think abt it
I cant sleep at night
No this cant be right
Come back into my life
no matter how long it takes, i'll wait for you
i'll be there for you.

2005-10-30T17:44:00.000+08:00

everywhere i turn
i hurt someone
but there's nothing i can say
to change the things ive done
i do anything within my power
i give everything ive got
but the path i see is hidden from me now
i can see dere's so much to learn
it's all so close and yet so far
i pray sumone, something will come
to take away the pain
dere's no way out of dis dark place
no hope, no future
i noe i cant be free
but i can see another way
i can face another day

2005-10-02T14:04:00.000+08:00

PMR is... TOMORROW!!! hahah.. yeah, n im still blogging.[upon request] =)wheeee. .gonna go fishing later. hahah..HMMmmm..cant wait till pmr is over!! hah! FUN FUN FUN~!!!! kl, parties, damai, blahblah..lotsa stuff! n yeah.. form4 is hell. so gotta enjoy now, when i still can! =) heehee.. ah, two days after pmr, which is before our oral test, me n dayah got smth up our sleeves!! hahah.. everyone is invited.. so dun worry, will fill u guys in SOON! hahah.. yeps, signing out now.. wish me luck for tomorrow! keep my fingers crossed, ace it! hahaha.. owells.. have a nice day and g'luck everyone! =)

2005-09-04T20:07:00.000+08:00

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2005-09-04T14:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday, was the best day in da whole entire week! [03.09.05] my frens set up a surprise early bdae party for me!!haha.. my bdae is actually tomorrow. anyway, lemme start...

i woke up, pretty early in the morning..i went for maths tuition den later in the afternoon, science tuition.Straight after science tuition, i followed marg's car to deidre's house. Dey told me dere's study group n stuff. so i went.

I was shocked, to see kwang n alister dere.N to think again, it's normal..deidre's house seems to be their second home anyway! haha..i greet both of dem n went in the house. My 1ST step into the house, marg turned around n grinned. i turn to my left, n REUBEN was standing dere wif his stuuupid pose, happily smiling away!!!! i was soo shocked n SPEECHlESS!! reallyyy.. n happy! yeahh..n i beat him up. =P

anyway, moving on..i was still lost for words..haha so i went deeper in da house. hahaa..n saw my present reub, chard n gracia bought for me. hahah..btw, reub still owes me smth frm sg. u know wad it is ;) so..blah blah blah, hang around for awhile..den went to sidewalk in marg's car. btw, A BIG THANK YOU TO MARG'S AUNT for making my bdae cake. THANKS! =)

IN SIDEWALK. - food's great n atmosphere is nice. hahaha.. another surprise. lols. i reached dere n other ppl were actually sitting dere n waiting. haha.. n all dis while i tot it was only a few ppl,cos it was suppose to b a study group! hahaha.. zhing, kang, irwan, zhi, manda, vicky, deidre, marg n me. dat's the group. some couldnt make it, but its alright! dey msged n sed sry. hahah..
first, we started eating..i stole one of zhing's chicken wings. hahaha..yummmyyyy.. i wasnt hungry, so i ate little n besides, i was too happy. haha =) den, dere's da cake cutting session. hahaha.. da cake was hugee!!! n its soo yummmy!! chocolate cake. hahaa..n dere goes da bdae song n da candles going out. heehee... we ate da cake n brought back da left overs. after dat, we walked back to deidre's house. On the wayyyy... zhing had a bad feelingg.. *gasp* n den, we saw soooo many doggies!! dey were kinda following us..den we avoid dem n walk another way, n den, we saw da dogs again! we kept running away. hahah.. soon, we reached deidre's house.

BACK IN HER HOUSE. - the teevee is spoilt, com's player is spoilt. hahaha..so dere's nth we can do.cos dey planned to watch movie at her house.. we ended up playing da piano. hahah.. kang played 'one way' n da rest sang along...zhing video taped it! haha. it was great!! =) n so on lah. hahaha..ppl showing off deir talents..normal. hahaha.. we hang arnd.. laze.. take pics..talk bull n so on.. hahah.. n den arnd 8 i think, reub n his mom n sis came back from club.. hahah.. n so we started talking.. ssHHhhh.. our secret. hahahah.. n i tot dat was it for da day. but i was wrong!! hahaha.. arnd 9, when me n reub was waiting outside for his 'fren' to come..RICHARD showed up!!!!!! argghhhhh...hahah.. i was again, speechless..but i din beat him up dis time ;) hahah.. reub n ric told me dat dey're not coming back cos dey got camp. camp my ass larh! hahahha.. great plan ey ;) hahaa.. anyway, we started talking n stuff..den went back into the house.. n dat's when sth totally change my mood. -_- oh well..

blahhh..no more surprises after dat..oh, n jon ting n kang yung came n show off the modified car.. hahah..spend some time there too..hang arnd n stuff. i left deidre's house at 12.30.n reub did a really good stuck up action!! da waving.. hahah..plus i got two maids who helped me carry my presents into da car..but i gotta send one of dem home. hahaha.. i reached home n kept my promise,to come online n meet the retards.but the retard's com was retarded,just like him, hahaha..i gotta wait for at least 5 mins or more to receive his msg. So then, he decided to call cos its difficult to chat.. n yeahh.. we talked till 3.15AM!!!! frm 1230am! olyyyyy cowwww!!!!!!!!! hahaha.. den i ZZzzz.. =)

THANK YOU GUYS!!!!!! for everything.. =))

xxx end of the day xxx

2005-08-13T11:37:00.000+08:00

piece of my mind. => FEAR. Fear plays an enormous role in the way we live our lives. From childhood to old age it shapes our behavior and our perceptions by imbuing certain actions, thoughts, and experiences with a “negative” emotional charge. From the fear of “the other,” to the fear of punishment, to the fear of pain, to the fear of illness, to the fear of success or failure, to the fear of censure or controversy, to the fear of our boss or our mate, to the fear of someone passing us on the street, to the fear of intimacy, to the fear of loneliness, to the fear of psychological exposure, to the fear of change and the unknown, to the fear of death, to the fear of damnation—our lives are filled with fears of every conceivable color and form.

The Psalms (111:10) tell us, that “The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom.”

2005-08-10T20:16:00.000+08:00

i HATE u. Mr.Hu

2005-07-03T14:33:00.000+08:00

Linapova =)
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2005-06-20T20:19:00.000+08:00

Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent. Learn to detach. Detachment doesn't mean you dont let the experience penetrate you.On the contrary, you let it penetrate you fully. that's how you're able to leave it.Take any emotion for example -love for a girl, or grief for a loved one,or fear and pain from a deadly illness.If you hold back on the emotions -if you dont allow yourself to go all the way thru them- you can never get to being detached. you're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the pain, you are afraid of the grief. You are afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails.

But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, you experience them fully and completely. You know what pain is.you know wad love is. You know wad grief is.And only then u can say, "All right.i have experienced that emotion.i recognize that emotion.Now i need to detach from that emotion for a moment.Step away frm it.Step away."

How often this was needed in everyday life.How we feel lonely, or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we dont say anything bcos we're frozen with the fear of what those words might do to the relationship. Wash yourself with emotions. It wont hurt you. It will only help you.
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~Hatred is a double-edged sword. Love is so supremely important.If you dont have the support and love and caring and concern that you get from a family, you dun hav much at all. Without love, we are birds with broken wings. So why do people hate and not love? Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that.

2005-06-14T21:19:00.000+08:00

The true friend,
is the person who,
jumps out n shouts "BOO!",
from every corner and bend,
she is the person,
to whom you pour out your secrets,
your worries,
your frets,
knowing and trusting that she'll never tell,
but instead,
catches every tear of yours that fell,
she knows when you're sad,
and smiles her biggest smiles,
just so you wont feel so bad,
she knows all the guys you fancy,
and with her,
you always feel giggly,
when your back's against the wall,
she's always there,
to break your fall,
she's the one,
who shows you the lighter side of life,
shows you how to have fun,
how to feel like a special sumone.

wad do u think? =) haha..its been quite a long time since my last update,so i decided to start off with a poem! hehe..=o) pretty good ey?LoL..First of all, PMR is in 3months time! 3MONTHS!! sighh..-_-" the timetable is out already and im having BM BM ISLAM[tho i dun take islam] on the first day, den on the second will be ENG ENG SCIENCE SCIENCE, third is MATHS MATHS SEJ. and on the last day will be KHB GEO.okay..moving on.Nothing much has been happening lately.Hols just finished.School is pretty boring..things getting a lil serious already.anyway, on a lighter note,tomorrow i'll be having table tennis comp.yeahh, for blue house.hmmm.. den this sat, tennis comp.but i heard its postponed till after the exams..hmm.. not sure about that.btw, books written by MITCH ALBOM are nice!His books are beautifully written and lovingly captures the simplicity beyond life's complexities.=)

2005-05-22T10:39:00.000+08:00

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2005-05-21T14:19:00.000+08:00

olyyyy.. my blog is soo boring.. sighhh.. need to think of ways to make it interesting.. haha =) anyway, last night.. i went shopping with my bro for his shirt and fabian's bday present..lol.. got him a playboy boxers. today.. i was sleeping like a pig.. n den suddenly "BEEP!" kwang sms me! hahah.. MY GOODNESS.. i'm SLEEPING okayyy..early in the morning somemore.. 9AM!! k..fastforward.. in the afternoon.. che wee came to my house after she n my bro went to the saloon.. they got their class phototaking in 'Great Wall'.. later, i got tuition at 4.30.. sighh.. boringgggg.. oh my teacher, cikgu wong, is PREGNANT!! hahaha..

later in the evening, there's the star wars charity screening thing.. but im not going.. cos the ticket is Rm16!! olyy cow!! its too ex mann.. i can watch 3 movies on a wednesday night! hahaha.. yeahh..i noe.. im kiam siap =P well, lets see.. things are gonna be a little diff this coming week..there will be class phototaking, teacher's day celebration, 'girl and boy relationship' talk AND holidaeeeeee.. yippeee!!! gorgeous gracia is coming back on the 27th! reuben, 29..if im not mistaken.. n ric 1st or 2nd july. =)

2005-05-14T12:10:00.000+08:00

141 DAYS LEFT TO PMR! to think of it, pmr is so near. i guess i wont be able to update my blog as often as i used to.. so it will be kinda dead, its kinda dead already anyway! do i even have any readers?? gosh.. hahaha.. maybe update once a week.. hehe =)

k, dun feel like writing anymore... have a nice day =)

2005-05-08T16:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

To some love is just a word
To me it's a feeling
A feeling I get everytime I look into your eyes
A feeling I get when I realize you're my mom
A mom who loves, shares, A mom who inspires
Unconditionally
What's that?
That's love
A mothers love, but only you would know
And me
You returned that love time and time again
Possibly to much, nevertheless you did
Thank-you
Thank-you for being there when I needed you most
For being my rock when I should have been yours
Thank-you for believing in me, even when I doubted myself
For being the one person I could trust
No matter what, no matter where
But most of all thank-you for being you-my mom
A mom I am so proud to claim
I love you
Now and forever

2005-05-07T21:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the best day in the week! haha.. Eng lesson was fun.. mrs chan played the guitar and she sang a song! Joshua, Irwan, Charline, Kanggg... performed =) haha.. Kang just sing.. he's still a biginner in guitar.. he sound like he was croaking or something like that.. haha.. jk laaa.. it was great! oh, tracy and melissa danced! olyy.. hahaha.. btw, PUFF, THE MAGIC DRAGON sounds nice... hahah =)

today. i woke up at around 9am.. still kinda tired cos i watched SEPET last night till quite late.. anyway, SEPET is a nice movie! its about a chinese guy, Jason, who fell in love with a malay girl, Orked. A love story about two teenagers from different race n religion. One chinese guy, one malay girl, one unforgettable love story... But, i guess this is quite irrelevant.. haha..=) later in the afternoon.. che wee came to my house and together wif my bro, they baked three cakes! LoL..two mother's day cake and one cake for mrs. wong.. hahaha =) AND kwang miss me! infact he miss me a LOT! sweet huh? ;) LoL..

tomorrow. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! =)

2005-05-05T18:19:00.000+08:00

NOOOooo.... this blog is kinda DEAD.. i do update!! its just.. PMR coming up soon.. so, cant update that often =[ attention : 150 DAYS LEFT TO PMR! 150 150!! its less than 5 months to our mock exam..!! STUDY STUDY STUDY! sigh...

anyway, on a lighter note, you know wad happened today? this morning?? mr lee gave a talk to form3 n guess wad.. he was using the 'antenna' <--according to tracy.. and he was swinging it.. THEN, BAM! he hit his own head! HAHAHAaHAHa... i burst into laughter, tho it was kinda embarrassing cos at that time the room was kinda quiet! =) LoL..

tomorrow, there will be a English-music lesson.. haha.. we're gonna play play play.. and hav heaps of fun! kekeke.. excited.. hehe =) oh, plus.. we are allowed to bring cameras for our school mag. hehehe ;) okay.. dun feel like writing anymore... haha.. byEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2005-04-24T21:43:00.000+08:00

woooohooo... lazy to blog yesterday.. so, the main thing i did yesterday = ONE WAY CONCERT!! =) that was the best part of the day.. i reached there around 5.. quite alot of people there already.. and natasha was tearing the tickets! lol.. i saw a few lodge teachers and a lottt of lodgians..haha =) vickyy was there too! the songs were great..it was awesome!! =) ONE WAY, JESUS! hahah.. hmmm.. today, woke up at 7aM! and i was kinda late for sports day.. hahaha.. luckily.. reach there just in time for the march past.. then, kelvin and the rest of the gang came.. it started raining during 4x4 and the parents' race was cancelled.. the champion house this year is REd hOuSE! then followed by BLuE hOuSE, then green, yellow.. AND purple.. after that.. came back home.. sleeeeeeeeep.. woke up at 8pm ,watch p.o.t, and tada.. im here.. writing this post.. haha =) while waiting for ivan's call.. signing out.. =)

2005-04-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. lets see.. went to watch 'the pacifier' just now.. and i just got back from open air market with kwang and alister.. mmmm, AH MUI MEE SAPI!!! and for once.. kwang chia me! andd.. alister paid for the taxi! hahaha =) and we met simon, lionel, steve and a few more others.. lol. today is quite fun, did nothing much the whole day.. got back my report card.. and.. hehehe not bad, i must say.. =) as usual, went to tennis.. and then, mr yong was singing!! singing!! singing!! with the racquet as a guitar!! omg.. hahah *note: tomorrow is a holiday!!!!*

2005-04-17T17:11:00.000+08:00

anndd... the million dollar question is " whose sexy hands are these?"
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2005-04-17T16:28:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating! kinda lazy.. haha.. =) well, here goes... report cards this wednesday!! i did badly.. sigh.. drop that shall we? =) sports day this coming sunday!! woohoo~ blue blue blue!! kekeke =) hmmm.. tonight, im probably having dinner/supper with kwang at sidewalk- he's FINALLY loaded- hehehe.. wad's the most ex food in sidewalk?? ;p btw, as i was going thru my school diary.. i discovered something in the 'personal particulars' page.. probably jasper tong! grrr.. NO GUTS NO GLORY,NO BRAIN SAME STORY. =) anyway.. posted 2 pics.. taken in school, during art class.., in the canteen.. to be exact.. hahah =)

2005-04-17T16:27:00.000+08:00

titanic =) 2005
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2005-04-11T19:02:00.000+08:00

normal school day.. *sigh* mrs chan came back to school.. omg.. she become sooo thin!! pity pity..got my eng paper backk.. surprisingly, i PASSED!! haha.. the paper was very tough! hehe..after school, i went for violin lesson.. my exam is like in less than a month, and i still dunno my scales! aiks.. -_-" i went to tennis at 5pm, played for 10minutes then it started raining heavily.. sighh.. had a nice chat with joon hui while waiting for the rain to stop / our cars. AND i had my revenge on czy! haha.. next time it'll be harder!! =) btw, check out this site http://tzyzhing.zapto.org/ its zhing's new web, still under construction tho! =)

2005-04-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

hahaHAHA.. serious need of bloging now! hahahaaa... =) feeling soo hypERrr! well, just came back from 'the colors' with frens.. err.. =) we'll just skip da details.. hehe anyway, today is christabel's b'day! so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTABEL! =) i wanted to go to see "guang liang" at kenyalang today, but.. SIGH.. i din buy the ticket!! 2 more weeks from now is sports day! woohoo~! hope BLUE house will win AGAIN this year! =) heheh.. btw, something i found in zhing's blog.. kinda interesting.."LINA TOO! hahaha, surely she kill me if she reads this. im not saying anything. " [watch out zhing!]

2005-04-05T19:23:00.000+08:00

5th April. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOAN NA!! =)

2005-04-02T15:00:00.000+08:00

hmm.. was lazy to update yesterday, so a few things i did yesterday : school, tennis, online. it was the 2nd day of exam. eng paper was REALLY difficult! =( went tennis and had to do PUSH-UPS! wad da heck!! luckily, copymau n zhing wasnt dere. *pai seh* kekeke =) after that went online.. had to argue with copymau over LINA's QUOTE! seriously, that dumbass keep using my lines! hehe =) today, i went to marg's house.. den over to maddie's house.. got fooled by the april fool's thing.. LoL -_-" btw, visit www.xanga.com/tzyzhing . guess this will be a short entry! anyways, lets leave with a happy note shall we? linaaa will be backkkkkkk!! and good luck for the exam! =)

2005-03-31T16:16:00.000+08:00

ahhh.. 1st day of exam! its was pretty difficult..*sigh* well.. there's this youth gathering going on at the end of April. 'One Way' Anyone interested?? this is organised by Kuching Archdiocesan Youth & Vocation Commision.

Mission: We strive to evangelize, educate, inspire and support all young people in our church. Through a deeper appreciation and relationship with JESUS in their lives, they will begin to understand the power of the Eucharist and its relevance in their lives.

Building a generation of young Catholics who are excited about GOD, in love with JESUS and empowered by the Holy Spirit to minister to many other youths and be fully participative in the life, mission and work of the church.

To assist young people to experience and understand the richness of Christian life
within the context of the Catholic faith.

It is held for 2 days at the "Hall of Mercy" in tan sri william tan auditorium, st. joseph secondary school on Friday, 22 April 7pm-10pm and on Saturday, 23 April 8.30am-12 noon.

Youth concert is held on Saturday, 23 April 6pm-9pm. For further inquires, kindly contact Stephanie (082-237 237)

Souvenirs are sold during that 2 days :
T-shirt (baby T for ladies, 3/4 sleeve for guys & ladies)
Cap
Car Stickers
Bottle

"I am the Way, the Truth and the Life. No one comes to the Father except through me."
[John 14:6]

2005-03-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

Its saturday already n ive wasted my hols! -_-" Goodness.. sch starts on monday. sad huh? my goal for the hols to study for atleast 2hrs a day didn't seem to work out.. i still got projects to do, maps to draw n oral to be done. sighh.. First term exams are coming up again. in exactly one week! hmmm.. i'm preeeeeeeeetty much screwed for this exam.. =S okayy.. enough of sch.. kwang asked me to treat him to a steak n a glass of ice-blended choco from sidewalk. olyyyy.. my budget RM1.. which is enough for u to order a glass of PLAIN WATERRrr!! olyyyyy.. yeahh, he promised to treat me when he's loaded. the question is : WHEN r u EVER loaded?!?!? haha.. =) ~cheErs!~

2005-03-18T00:06:00.000+08:00

just got back from supper at 'tepijalan' with D n gracia! =)wanted to call kwang.. but.. ahhhh, he'll come with empty pocket! olyyyyy ;) today was tiring..went to sch the whole day to do proj.. BUT.. at night, me D n gracia went to see DAVID TAO!! lolz.. yeah.. i noe.. he's not THT famous.. but oh well, still a star! The place was sooo filled with ppl n it was SOOOOOOO HOT!! there's no air-con! only a few FANS!!! bloody hell!! the mc talked for like.. whole 30 mins!! n david sang TWO songs onlyy!! tennis was fun.. that old ostrich's drill is making me nervous! i dont want to do pushups!! urghh.. oh, n COPYMAU was dere! he copied me plastered his hand! haha.. =) ooo.. shane was pissed off at cing! LOL!! hmmm... guess that's about it! HAVE A NICE DAY! =)

2005-03-16T14:42:00.000+08:00

testing testing.. 1 2 3